~growly

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My sh***y night (read at your own risk)

Sat Sep 29, 2007, 9:58 PM

Mood: Joy

*sigh* I know I shouldn't feel bitter that my friends are having fun - watching cool movies or having fun wild smutty evenings, but god damn it... I am bitter. My fun night consisted of washing the dishes that my roommates had left sitting there for a week and discovering maggots breeding in the sink. By the time everything was clean I wanted to puke. So much for dinner...

And now I get to sit here all by myself and wish I had someone to talk to that might make my night just a little bit better. And they're all gone doing other things. I know I shouldn't be upset with them, but I am. I guess that tells me what kind of shitty person I really am.

I want to find a corner to curl up and cry in. I can't remember the last time I've been this fucking miserable.

Thanks world. You keep finding ways to shit on my happy mood.

...and I can't even change my mood icon on this crappy computer. Insult to injury. -_-

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~Spiritlobo

Sep 29, 2007, 10:16:47 PM

Oh, man. What a horrible night. I'm sorry you had to put up with that, it's totaly unfair

Ugh*shudders*maggots...

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~Fubatsu-Enkou

Sep 29, 2007, 10:18:00 PM

*hugon* I feel the same way a lot of the time

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~InvaderDemeter

Sep 29, 2007, 10:54:13 PM

I so get how you feel. >> My girlfriend's been out living the life with her friends and doing extra things for school and such...going to her dad's to her mom's and back and all.

In the meantime, I go to college, to home, to homework, to wait for her, to sleep. :C

It's not shitty to feel like everyone else is having fun and to feel all 'damn the world for being the way it is!'

The important thing is that you get over it eventually.

Just don't take over a year, kplzthnkx.

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~teri-dehvis

Sep 30, 2007, 6:40:10 AM

I dealt with maggots too! ... mind you they were attached to an actual corpse. But having them in your sink is just... ewww...

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=NightStorm

Sep 30, 2007, 8:35:35 AM

Ewww maggots. >< thats bad news Growlers. *big hug* Well I have my scanners now, so I'mma gonna bombard you with arts until my wedding

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~GoatofWisdom

Sep 30, 2007, 9:27:27 AM

Blehh...

You're not a shitty person for wanting company, or even for being angry with other people for not being around. Everyone feels that way at some point or another. It may seem selfish, but it's justified. You're allowed to be bitter and grumpy when you've had a bad day.

*hugs* I hope you have a better day today. Or at least a non-maggoty one.

~Treblyk

Sep 30, 2007, 11:21:52 AM

If you want to talk I should be on tonight after like 10:30. I looked for you last night but didnt see you...

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